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Musings from the mountains
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Am I alone?
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You never thought, neither did you talk to anyone about this
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So I don't need other people?
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Well, I did not want to look crazy you know. You say opinions of others don't matter, but they do matter to me. I would like my parents to like me, I would like if that girl thinks positively of me, I would like if people would admire me, I would like...
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And who wouldn't! Relationships are spices to the food that is life, if the food is not complete, the spices would just make it worse. Relationships can only complement you, not complete you. If you want real _happiness_, you've got to find it for yourself, not wait for someone to give it to you! Isn't that what you have been doing?
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I'm worthless, nobody needs me
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You seek your value in the perception of others
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AHHHH SHUT UP SHUT UP
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you're afraid that you will lose your identity if others leave you
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nobody cares about me, nobody stays with me so i don't want to depend on anybody but i hate it at the same time! it's a pain! i don't want to be alone!